Wow, an incoherent post

It's like 12:30 at night and I'm sitting here trying to write some stuff and nothing seems to be flowing. It's very disheartening and I'm really bummed out by it. I want to write this crazy, awesome private eye story that I've been thinking about since this past summer, but it just doesn't seem to be working. I'm so unemployed and feeling so damn worthless. I just waste so much time and don't get anything done. It's really making me crazy. But oh well, tomorrow is another day. I hope I wake up with the will to look for a job tomorrow, but I can just see myself being lazy and unmotivated. I didn't even begin to look through the paper today. Right now I'm listening to Never Not Funny and just unwinding. Next, I'll catch up on Guys With Feelings.

Last night I again chilled with Mike and Ryan in the basement and we had a pretty good time. Mike is really caught up in playing Warcraft lately, so whenever I say I chilled with Mike and Ryan it's mostly just Ryan and I hanging out with Mike making the occasional appearance to get a beer or smoke a cig with us. Ryan and I watched some live Radiohead on DVD and then some television. I saw Deal Or No Deal for the first time. That's not a bad show.

At some point Ryan went to pick up this girl he's been hanging out with and I got to idulge my strange love of Nickelodeon's tween hit Drake & Josh. I have no idea why I like it or why I like iCarly, which is kind of an even dumber show. It's not that it's a dumb show, I can see why kids are into it, I just can't tell why I'm into it. I guess maybe the comedy of these show reminds me of when I was younger and found a lot more stuff funny, like cheesy stuff as opposed to some really biting or witty comedy. I don't know, I just like cheesy shit, I guess. But yeah I've been watching shows aimed at 12 year olds lately and I enjoy it.
Towards the end of the night we were watching SNL and Mike came down and chilled for a little while. Bon Jovi was the host and it was actually a pretty good episode. The other night Mike, Ryan and I went for a little ride and Mike had The Pixies "Where Is My Mind" on this mixtape in his car and that shit rocked. It was so weird because I've been watching this Dustin Dollin part (from Baker2G) on Youtube and that's the song in it. So that song has been in my head all week and then Boom! It magically appears on Mike's mixtape. I didn't even know he liked The Pixies.

Today Ryan and I had a crazy incident at Denny's with this cop who was investigating something that had apparently gone down there either this morning or last night. Basically, we just got really wigged out and then had to eat our breakfast with this cop taking pictures all over the place in Denny's. It was so weird too because he entered Denny's at the exact time we did and at first we thought everybody there figured that he was there for something having to do with us. like we had done some mischief and then ducked into the restaurant hoping to evade the police. People do that type of thing all the time around here. I don't know how many times I've been in a restaurant or bar and the cops come in looking for someone. It was a really unnerving experience but we can laugh at it now. It was also weird that the waitress knew we wanted to be seated in smoking. I guess we just look like people who want to waste money on shit that will kill you. The cop really freaked us out and it was like part of Pulp Fiction or something when he came in and we were waiting to be seated.

Then I came back to my Mom's house where I'm writing this right now. I spent the afternoon hanging with her and the dogs and it was a pretty nice, relaxing day. I so need to get up and get busy on the job hunt tomorrow, but I bet that I'll just remain a lazy pile.