Nana made you this monkey

Wow, I haven't posted in forever. I don't know what I've been doing. Friday I colored my world blackened - I learned that from Metallica - Saturday I worked and realized that certain behaviors must be curbed. Sunday I chilled with Ryan and Jess. Yesterday I got my ticket to Austin and that was kind of a hit to the budget, but then tonight I worked and made about $90, so that can all go in the bank. I also work Thursday, Friday and Saturday so hopefully, I'll make bucks then and can reimburse myself for the cost of the ticket.

Work has been really cool lately, but the other day I had beverages and thought that it broke bad. It didn't really, I just think that for some reason. It's whatever, I guess.

Man, Christmas is totally on its way and I cannot seem to get psyched on that. I think this Christmas is going to be the craziest and most stressed out of all. My Dad might be showing up in an RV. I wonder when he'll want to leave on his cross country trek? I don't think I can go because I just realized today that it makes no sense for me to go. I don't have the time and there are a few other factors at hand too. Maybe I would go if I had like $10,000, but I don't. It's bullshit.