8/27/07

And another thing........

So, lately, I have been doing much more planning for trips I'm trying to take. I just got back from New Hampshire, where I visited my Dad and his side of the family for a week. That was OK, but those guys are a little nutty, or alot nutty depending on which day you talk to them.

I'm trying to get things situated to go back to Colorado in the fall. Right now I don't have a job and I'm just kind of floating which is both awesome and a bit scary, because I need to lock down a source of income soon, lest I become financially destitute in a few months. It is nice however to be able to have the free time to do what I want.

I have a semi comfortable situation going with this girl right now and that's cool, but I'm waiting for her to show me another side of her personality. I can't seem to pin down where she is with the whole maturity thing. She's 23 and fairly beautiful, but there's something missing there that I can't put my finger on. Almost like she isn't a real person. Almost like she is just all surface and nothing underneath and that kind of bothers me. I need someone with a personality and things going on. Interests, I guess you would say. She seems to like the things I'm into, but we really are finding that there's not much to talk about because she seems to be bringing very little to the table conversation-wise. We'll see what happens I guess.

Right now, I'm becoming obsessed with these cars I'm seeing all over and I need to get one soon.

























I'm writing and reading a whole lot more, so maybe if I can get published I'll be on my way. By then I probably won't want one of these anyway. Just seeing them everyday though is making me salivate for my untold future. I have a lot of aspirations and a whole lot of stuff I want to do.

2 comments:

neicybelle said...

ohhh...i love that color...what is that car?

hoping things work out with your new friend...maybe she's just shy...

am wishing the best for you! hang in there, eh?

Kristi K. said...

Some young women think it's not a good idea to share their own points of view....that it's better to echo the sentiments of those around them, rather than to offend anyone. Maybe it's not true with her...or maybe she just needs to feel secure with you and totally accepted before she opens up more.

I wish you joy and happiness with her and in life in general.